okay.. i make someone lose trust in mi today.. great!!
i felt bad abt wad i did..
but wad can i say!?!
wad happen already happen.. cannot do anyting do change it..
not as if there's any time machine which can revert time..
being stuck in the middle.. it's always de hardest..
like a chinese vocab "shou xin shi rou shou bei ye shi rou"..
wad can i do!?!
have ya guys wonder who's de one hurting most..
im not a person who wans to get involved in such a thing..
but thanks to god.. he stirred mi in too..
im not trying to pushing de blame.. i take responsibilities for that too..
seriously..
everything will not happen if a third party.. or worse still.. someone who claim to be anomymous havent been doing such stupid and pathetic things..
have he/she(since i dunno who izzit) ever thought that wad he/she did is pretty stupid when he/she is not involve in it or worse.. dun even noe the person..
conclusion that can be drawn: he/she is just seeking for attention..
and yea.. he/she has succeeded.. congrats!!!
think again.. if this kind of things happen to u.. how would u have felt... would u wan to find out who's de culprit!?!
sometimes.. u just have to put urself in ppl's shoes.. it's not always abt how u feel and etc..
the world is not just revolving ard u!! there's other human being too..
i have been thru it.. so i noe how hurting it is.. but instead of finding de culprit.. i just let things go.. cos wad for do all kinds of things to destroy a friendship.. who would be so silly to do that..
think back..
if ya ask mi whether i have regretted doin it..
i dun tink so..
reason for that..
there's no point regretting on stuff that had happened..
everything just taught mi a lesson.. dun get involved in things..
so guys out there.. anithing wrong.. dun find mi.. cos all the faults will just fall on me.. and just becos im helping out..
sry for being selfish guys..
*never wanted anithing like tis to happen.. it's pretty up to ya guys to believe it anot.. no point explaining it may just make matter worse...
oh ya.. i have more or less suspected ya guys were following.. but still..
